Pretty Until I Speak
Track 5 of Pretty Privilege
[ Lyrics ]
Pretty 'til I speak — then the room goes still. Walk in like a highlight, hair combed just right, smile on a loop, everything's light. You nod at my outfit, skip past my name, I'm décor with a pulse, just playing the game. You say, 'Oh, she’s sweet' — like that’s all I am, never ask how I built it or mapped out the plan. I used to let it slide, let the comments just sting, 'Who knew brains came in faces like *that*?' — can you imagine that thing? But I’ve got a thesis on how the light bends, a list of the lies that success won’t end. So go ahead, bet I can’t flip the script — watch the silence when doubt starts to shift. Pretty 'til I speak — watch the eyes recalibrate, suddenly listenin’ like it’s breaking news late. Pretty 'til I speak — then they lean in to hear, the voice, not the cheekbones, the truth, not the veneer. Saw you at the panel, front row, smirking, cool, when I dropped the stats, your jaw hit the stool. I named every loophole, every backhanded clause, not from reading magazines — I wrote the cause. You said, 'Didn’t you model?' — I said, 'Yeah, for a while, but I’ve been writing the rules since I was twenty and mild.' Now you quote *my* quote like it’s something you knew — funny how wisdom hits different when it's coming from you. I don’t need the spotlight, I just need a straight shot, don’t box me in velvet — I came to pop locks. So assume if you want, but I’ll outpace the myth, every syllable cuts through the 'just another pretty' shift. Pretty 'til I speak — watch the eyes recalibrate, suddenly listenin’ like it’s breaking news late. Pretty 'til I speak — then they lean in to hear, the voice, not the cheekbones, the truth, not the veneer. I’ve worn the silence like a tailored coat, let you think I floated, coasted, remote. But the quiet was loading — not surrender, not fear — just the calm before I reveal what’s right here. Pretty 'til I speak — watch the room recalibrate, now they scribble my lines ‘cause the *content* has weight. Pretty 'til I speak — now they see the full team: me, not the mirage, not the dream, but the machine. Pretty 'til I speak… Then they finally… see.