Love-Bomb Receipt
Track 5 of Boundary Era
[ Lyrics ]
I kept the receipt on your love-bombs. I kept the receipt… You showed up with champagne and a rental view, claimed you were different — but I know that tune. Twenty years of silence, now you’re singing solo, romance like a promo, not a real-life follow-through. You quoted my journal in a love letter, lifted my pain like it meant forever. But timing’s betraying — three days after we fought, you went cold like the AC, then came back hot. I saved every screenshot, every grand display, ’cause affection on credit don’t make it okay. No — it wasn’t devotion, just damage control, love like a deposit — no balance, no more. I kept the receipt on your love-bombs, all the red roses, all the off-hours phone calls. You thought I’d forget when the warmth wore off — but I file my receipts and I file them soft. Birthday weekend in Paris — your ex’s favorite town, reservations under 'us' — but you said her name out loud. Said it was a slip, but the pattern’s more clear: big love when you’re guilty, ghost when you’re near. You bought me a necklace with a pendant like wings, then clipped mine behind closed things. I wore it that night — smiled through the cost, knew in my bones: this love’s on hire, not lost. I don’t need your proof — I got photographic trust, actions with footnotes and conditional lust. So forgive me if I don’t melt on cue — I only believe what I lived through. You can shower me with theaters and midnight drives, but I know the price — it’s my peace you’re trying to bribe. Every grand design’s a deflection, a smokescreen, you're not winning me over — you're just sweeping the wreckage clean. I kept the receipt on your love-bombs, late-night confessions, surprise picnic lawns. You thought I’d forgive when the sparkle wore off — but I file my receipts and I file them soft. I kept the receipt — kept every word — love without truth? Just interest I earned. Yeah… receipts never expire.