Window Seat Confessions

[ Lyrics ]

Window seat confessions, turbulence in me.

Pen to paper, sky so wide,
I write the words I hide inside.
Smile at the camera, wave goodbye,
but my pulse is stuck on 'why'd you lie?'
Flight attendant asks if I'm alright,
I say 'I am' — kill the light.
Pull the shade, let the silence grow,
trace your name in window fog, watch it go.

I don’t curse your name no more,
just fold the pain and lock the door.
These clouds hold every prayer I sent,
every 'I miss you' I never meant.

Window seat confessions, turbulence in me,
downdrafts of the love I left unsaid.
Window seat confessions, altitude honesty,
truths I can’t confess when you're in my bed.

Saved your texts like holy scrolls,
read 'em back when I lose control.
Saw your story — new tattoo,
told myself I’m over you.
Then the jet hit air so thin,
and I broke all over again.
Wrote 'I still care' and tore the page,
but the wind carried every line I save.

I don’t need you, I need peace,
need to stop this sweet release
of guilt and grace in foreign time zones,
searching your eyes in strangers’ phones.

Window seat confessions, turbulence in me,
downdrafts of the love I left unsaid.
Window seat confessions, altitude honesty,
truths I can’t confess when you're in my bed.

Maybe healing isn’t closure —
it’s just learning how to hover.
No more calls, no more games,
just this flight and all my pages.
No witness, no disguise —
I can love you and realize
it don’t mean I have to stay.

Window seat confessions, turbulence in me,
downdrafts of the love I left unsaid.
Window seat confessions, altitude honesty,
truths I can’t confess when you're in my bed.
Window seat… 

Turbulence in me…