Scarlet Letter L
Track 13 of Mirror Season
[ Lyrics ]
They called me crazy — I called it love. Saw us through rose glass, swore it was real, you held my hand like a wound you could heal. But the world just stared like I lost my mind, said, ‘He don’t deserve that kind of love line.’ I wore your name like a vow on my skin, now they point and laugh like I let myself in. Sister sighed, ‘Girl, you’re too soft, too loud,’ as if love’s a crime when it stands in the cloud. I didn’t scream, didn’t beg, didn’t lie— just loved you true while they counted the why. Now I stand in the silence they built with their shade, wearing my heart like a price that was paid. They called me crazy — I called it love, wrapped in red ink like I fell from above. They wrote my name in a blame they designed, but I wore that 'L' like a crown out of line. They called me crazy — I called it love. Saw you at brunch with that new silver tongue, she laughed at your jokes like the song I once sung. Didn’t flinch, didn’t blink, didn’t break— just sipped my truth like a vintage of ache. They said, ‘Why you quiet? Why not defend?’ ‘Cause love don’t need courtroom wins to be real. I gave you grace while they drafted the blame, signed my own name to a different kind of fame. You left without reason, no note, no fight, but I kept the ghost of you burning all night. Now they want tears, want me raging, undone— but I carry my peace like a loaded gun. Let the jury talk, let the verdict spin, I loved you deep while the world caved in. No apologies, no defense to plead— my love was real, not some broken creed. They called me crazy — I called it love, shined through the shade like a gift from above. They wrote my name in a lie they repeat, but I wear that 'L' with fire in my feet. They called me crazy — I called it love. L… L… L… Scarlet letter L…