Touch Me Like a Secret

[ Lyrics ]

I was your hush-hush high — yeah, I was your hush-hush high.

Late-night calls, never past eleven,
you’d say my name like it was sin.
Hid my lace in the back seat leather,
felt like love, tasted like treason.
You kissed like you meant it — slow and deep,
then pulled away when the world came back to sleep.
No name tags, no social proof,
just your hands and the unmarked truth.

I knew the rules, I played along,
didn’t ask why I wasn’t your song.
Smiled through dates where you never showed up,
loved you loud in a muffled cup.

Touch me like a secret, hide me from the streetlight,
love me in the shadows where no one sees right.
I was your hush-hush high — yeah, I was your fix,
drinkin’ in your silence, kiss after kiss.
Touch me like a secret — locked in your hallway,
dressed in your denial, paid in gray days.

Saw your thumb on her IG story,
thought of me wearin’ your glory.
You said she’s just a cover, a public disguise,
but I’m the flavor you only taste behind dried eyes.
No rings, no plans, no family calls,
just backroom love on borrowed walls.
You said I’m special — and that made it worse,
'cause special don’t mean first.

I wore your scent like a guilty dress,
tried to love you in stealth, tried to mean less.
But every quiet touch, every coded text,
had me beggin’ for love I already had next.

Was I real? Or just relief?
A secret garden, no public leaves.
You held me close when the world turned gray,
but daylight always made me fade away.

Touch me like a secret, hide me from the streetlight,
love me in the shadows where no one sees right.
I was your hush-hush high — yeah, I was your crutch,
drinkin’ in your silence, beggin’ for too much.
Touch me like a secret — voice down to a whisper,
dressed in your half-truths, breakin’ me slicker.

...Your hush-hush high.